Ephemeral Life: December 2013

I’m sorry I haven’t written an entry for a while ;A; I’ve had some personal issues going on and I also was away for Christmas. But here I am now! I’m going to tell you about my Christmas later but this entry is going to be a little different~

Yeah it’s DBSK’s 10th anniversary today! And looks like it's my 10th entry as well. And that’s the reason why I’m writing this right now~ It has been a long way hasn't it? I’m not really good at writing these kinds of things but I’ll give it a try!

I have been a Cassie since 2011 if I remember correctly. It has been amazing two years for me, I've learned so many new things and experienced a lot of different emotions from time to time. Many tears has been shed and laughs have been laughed but my love for these guys grows every day. I don't see them as idols anymore, I see them as my family. I now have five new fathers and all those fellow Cassies are my brothers and sisters. We watch each other's backs and help those who need our help. We've stood by each other trough hard times and we're going to do that in the future! Well obviously I can't imagine how hard it has been to those Cassies who were there during the lawsuit but I have a huge respect towards them. They are amazing.

Here's a list of thing DBSK has thaught me! It's from another blog but it was so accurate that I had to share it [Source]

DBSK made me appreciative and thankful even for the small things, trust me. They made me think out of the box, and they are the ones who taught me how to freely express myself in words, though most of the time, words aren’t enough to say how wonderful I feel about being a Cassie.

DBSK made me see the beauty of friendship in a much deeper dimension. I am a solitary nature by person but ever since I became a Cassie, I became very active and even made friends not just on the Internet but personally, as well. I’ve met some Cassies who’re studying in the same university as mine and believe me, we felt like we’re long lost sisters!! :”) They now became my personal friends whom I talk to everyday, even if it’s about our everyday lives and problems.

There are so much more but this one’s my favorite… DBSK has given me motivation to move forward, courage to step up out of the crowd and the strength to face and endure hardships as I step closer to my dream. I’m a Med student and everyday the road keeps on getting rougher. And everytime I would felt like giving up, I ALWAYS remember Jaejoong. He constantly tells himself, “I need to become a singer.”As I imagine him, a tone-deaf person trying to make his way to become a known singer is something so moving. :”) Therefore I always tell myself, “I still need to become a doctor.”

Moreover, aside from all these things, DBSK sees to it that I also learn the hard part. I’m brave enough to say… that I have experienced the ups-and-down of being in this fandom, maybe not as much as those who’ve been a Cassie longer than me. I am never a spoiled child and that’s how DBSK makes a difference compared to other groups towards their own fandom.

DBSK were never “always” at the top, they have their own downfalls too and DBSK makes it sure that in every downfall, they are together with us. When the time comes for them to use all their mighty strength to get up, DBSK makes it sure that Cassiopeia stands up with them. I was taught about the importance of victory and most especially, the feeling of being sunken deep so that I will never make fun of other people who stumbled too.

They showed me… that life is never a bed full of roses, even for someone who is so famous like them.

DBSK is so much more than the pretty faces and beautiful voices. They shared to me every bit of them, even their souls and passion. It amazes me… that whenever they have the chance, they remind me of how much they love me and how grateful they are to have me. That it makes me question myself: “Do I have the guts to leave these boys’ side?”

Oh and some genius made this one! All those words that are written with caps lock are songs from DBSK~ (Except the first and last part)

Cassiopeia~ Always Keeping The Faith through hard times, PROUD of your love for music and each other. We miss you so this is a Song For You, to help you Ride On into the future as Survivors, and 'fly to the top'. You gave us Somebody to Love, and took away the Darkness on our eyes, replacing it with the Beautiful You. Whatever They Say, we don't care because Together we Never Let Go. Why Did We Fall in Love with You?Because you're the Last Angels... The Rising Gods of the East. We are your Little Princesses and princes in your Magic Castle. We Believe that our Love Is...Unforgettable and One of a kind. We may be Choosey Lovers but I Love You With All My Heart, Mind and Soul and that is My Destiny. When We'll Be Together again and hear TVXQ as 5 saying Thanks To Cassiopeia, Holding Back The Tears will be impossible. As all of Cassiopeia CLAP, I believe a Rainbow could light up the Sky above us, one family holding red Balloons. I'll Be There, Lovin' You; and A Thousand Years' Love Song won't be enough to tell our tale. Nobody Knows how to Begin to say thank you to you, 5 men who are Superstars that can make us Weep and laugh and smile with them, although we may be a Long Way away. Nine years since debut this year and counting, we'll Stand By U for many more; there is no Dead End in our future. The Fighting Spirit of Dong Bang is Eternal and our hearts are never Empty when we see those 5 stars Shine on stage. From Hug to Mirotic, to Keep Your Head Down and In Heaven, through thick and thin, our Love Is Never Gone, it's Evergreen and Always There, Remember that. Although we can't Stop the Time, we Promise we'll be with you as time goes On and On, walking with you Step by Step. Because Tomorrow Will Come, we'll Stay with you Tonight and every following night, even the Rainy Nights... awaiting the Rising Sun and the Day Moon. You don't have to tell us 'Don't Forget' because our time together is an unForgotten Season. TVXQ and Cassiopeia fit together like a Melody and Harmony, the Keyword to each other's hearts. We Cassiopeians will forever be by your side, whether it be the silent supporters, or the die-hard fans; those of us who are close to you, or miles away. We will go on, cherishing TVXQ in our hearts, our memories, and our lives. As 2, 3 or 5, it doesn't matter. What matters is our love for you, and we will never say Farewell."

"It takes 5 particular 'stars' to create 'Cassiopeia'." We dedicate this to you, to let you know our love.

'Thank You' for being there for me ♥

I think I'm going to start doing the DBSK 30-days challenge again~ Since I've done few of these questions before, I'm just going to copy-paste them here.

Day 1 - Your favorite DBSK member and why

Well Jaejoong is my ultimate bias so >'D He's just gorgeous! And not just his looks, he's such a warm and lovable person. He's so sweet and cute and sexy and the list goes on and on~ He's an angel on Earth ;w;

Day 2 - Your favorite DBSK song

This has actually changed. It's now Love in the Ice and it has been my favorite for a while ;w; All those feelings in the lives are just-! There are no words to describe how this song makes me feel every time I hear it ♥

Day 3 - Your least DBSK song

Ouch this is hard one >.< But I think I'm going to say Kiss Shita Mama, Sayonara cuz it's not that good :CCC But it's my opinion! D:

Day 4 - A DBSK song that makes you happy

This is easy one >'D Balloons of course! How can it not make someone happy~

Day 5 - A DBSK song that makes you sad

Hmm... I really don't know if there is one. I'm going to say JYJ's W if it counts T3T It just is so... And those lyrics and all ;---;

Day 6 - A DBSK song that makes you giddy

Ugh... I can say nothing to this one >'D

Day 7 - A DBSK song you know all the words to

Well there are many of these. I know almost every lyrics from their Japanese songs but the first one I learned was Love in the Ice~

Day 8 - A DBSK dance you know all the moves to

I suck at dancing :C But I know JYJ's Be My Girl remix's dance moves lul

Day 9 - A DBSK dance you would like to learn

Well there are plenty of them! But I'm gonna say at least Mirotic, Wrong Number, Rising Sun, Summer Dream, Survivor and Choosey Lover n3n

Day 11 - Your favorite DBSK music video

Well this is hard one D: I have two favorites! First one is Summer Dream since it's so zippy and bright and makes me all happy inside and the second one is Wrong Number. It's so cool *-*

Day 12 - The very first DBSK song you listened to

If I remember right it was Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou n3n

December 26, 2013

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