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I wanted to make a thank you entry for a certain person. Thanking him for the past year. It has been amazing and I've learned so much thanks to him. I've learned how to face any hardships I have on my way and to believe in myself when no one else does. I believe that I can achieve almost anything I want in this life if I just have the courage to go for it. I've learned that there's no one who can tell me how to live my life or who I should be. I've learned to hold my head up high but at the same time have a respect for others. I've learned that we're all here to write our own stories and no one else can write it for us. I've also learned to question things in life that I've never even thought before. I've learned that I want to make a change in the world before my time here on Earth is over, even though it would be only a tiny one.

So thank you Yohio. I'm not sure if you'll ever read this but I still wanted to write you this message. Please have an amazing year of 2015 and I promise I'll support you as long as I can.

Show me that your smile can change the world we live in [Ssource]

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Bold what you've done:

Appearance
I had piercings besides the ears
I want piercings besides the ears
I have a scar
I tan easily
I wish my hair was a different color
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
I want a tattoo
I can be self-conscious about my appearance
I have/had braces
I have more than two piercings

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry sometimes
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried
I’ve glued my hand to something
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
I’ve had my pants rip in public
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt



Health
I’ve gotten stitches
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone
I’ve had my tonsils removed
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed
I’ve had chicken pox

Travel
I’ve been to Florida
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day
I’ve been on a plane
I’ve been to California
I’ve been to Asia.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Vanuatu or the Mystery Islands
I’ve been to the Caribbean
I’ve been to Europe

Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city
I’ve seen a shooting star
I’ve wished on a shooting star
I’ve seen a meteor shower
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
I’ve slapped someone
I’ve kissed someone underwater
I’ve chugged something
I’ve crashed a car
I’ve been skiing
I’ve been in a musical
I’ve auditioned for something
I’ve been on stage
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night
I’ve pranked someone
I’ve ridden in a taxi

Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t
I’ve snuck out
I’ve lied about my whereabouts
I’ve cheated while playing a game
I’ve been in a fist fight

Death
I’m afraid of dying
I hate funerals
I’ve seen someone/something die
Someone I know has attempted/committed suicide

Materialism
I own over 5 rap CD’s
I’m obsessed with anime/manga
I collected comic books
I own a lot of makeup
I own something from Pac Sun
I own something from The Gap
I own something I got on E-Bay
I own something from Abercrombie
I thrive on compliments
I thrive on hate

Random
I can sing low key
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
I open up to others easily
I watch the news occasionally or always
I don’t like to kill bugs
I sing in the shower
I’m a morning person
I’m a sports fanatic
I twirl my hair
I care about grammar
I love to spam friends
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
I bake well
I would wear pajamas to school
I like Martha Stewart
I laugh at my own jokes
I eat fast food weekly
I’ve not turned something in and still got an A in a certain class
I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room
I’m really ticklish
I like white chocolate
I bite/used to bite my nails
I’m good at remembering names
I’m good at remembering dates
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

People
..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic
..have called me fat
..have said I’m skinny
..have said I’m ugly
..have said I’m pretty
..have spread rumors about me
..forced me to eat
..say I eat too much
..say I eat too little

Eating
I’ve lost weight quickly
I’ve gained weight quickly
I’m at my thinnest
I’m at my biggest
I’ve lost weight and kept it off
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back
My weight affects my mood
I diet
I’m vegan/vegetarian. not quite, but I don’t like meat much
I exercise
I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Family
I’ve sworn at my parents
I’ve planned to run away from home before
I’ve run away from home
I have a sibling less than one year old
I want kids in the future
I’ve had kids
I’ve lost a child

Relationships
I’m engaged
I’m married
I’m single
I’ve gone on a blind date
I have/had a friend with benefits
I miss someone right now
I have a fear of abandonment
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
I’m a cuddler
I’ve been kissed in the rain
I’ve hugged a stranger
I’ve kissed a stranger

Bad times
I regularly drink
I can’t swallow pills
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset about something personal
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before
I’ve plotted revenge

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I remembered I have a blog! Sorry I haven't been able to make new entries, been super busy ;-; I try to write something more interesting next time!

30 anime related questions!

1. My first anime:
- DN Angel
2. My favorite anime:
- Kuroko no Basuke ´u`
3. The first anime character I was obsessed with:
...probably Sasuke... OTL But I'm not sure what you mean with obsessed D: Since Sasuke was the first chara I liked very much but Sebastian (from Kuroshitsuji) was first chara whose merchandise I bought...
4. My anime OTP:
- AoKaga! (Aomine and Kagami from Kuroko no Basuke)
5. An anime I can’t stand:
- Rurouni Kenshin... I watched 27 episodes of it and it was just horrible
6. An anime I want to watch:
- Right now Hyouka, Mushishi, Shirobako, Tokyo Ghoul, Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo and Kuroshitsuji: Book of Murder are on my plan to watch list
7. An anime I never finished:
- Naruto, Naruto Shippuuden and Rurouni Kensin ::D
8. The most recent anime I finished:
- Haikyuu!!
9. An anime I never thought of watching but fell in love with:
- Kuroko no Basuke :b
10. My favorite genre of Anime:
- Sports or shoujo?
11. Shounen or Shoujo:
- Shoujo
12. My favorite anime character of all time:
- Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji c: Or Kagami Taiga from Kuroko no Basuke
13. An anime that I introduced to a friend:
- Toradora, Free!, Death Note, Suki na Mono wa Suki Dakara Shou ga Nai!, Shiki, Kuroshitsuji and Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
14. The anime(s) that I am currently watching:
- Ao Haru Ride, Kill la Kill, Kiseijuu and Ookami Shoujo to Kuro Ouji
15. An anime that never gets old no matter how many times I watch it:
- Kuroko no Basuke and Kaichou wa Maid-Sama!
16. Do I own any anime merchandise:
- Do I? (That pic is few years old so...)
17. Yaoi or Yuri:
- Yaoi all the way!
18. If I’ve ever been to an anime convention:
- Animecon/Finncon 2009,2011, Animecon 2012,2013,2014, Desucon 2011,2012,2013,2014, Desucon Frostbite 2013,2014 and Chibicon 2014
19. Who is my favorite anime voice actor:
- Daisuke Ono!
20. Sub or Dub?
- Sub ò-ó Who can watch anime that's dubbed ugh...
21. If I could have any anime character’s hair style, who would it be:
- Momoi's from Kuroko no Basuke? I don't know D:
22. Manga or Anime?
- Anime
23. What is the best anime fight scene?
- Hmm.. I haven't watched that many action animes. Can I pick Aomine and Kagami's zone battle from KnB season 2? :D
24. Who is your anime waifu?
- Maybe Sakura Chiyo form Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
25. Do any of my friends or family watches anime:
- My sis and brother do and some of my friend also c:
26. Do I listen to any anime music:
- Every character song and most soundtracks
27. Am I following any ongoing anime series:
- Kiseijuu and Ookami Shoujo to Kuro Ouji (This one is not even that great... It makes me angry every time I see the latest episode...)
28. Ever been to an anime club:
- Nope
29. Ever cried over an anime:
- Once?
30. My last anime wallpaper was:
- *cough* this one *chough