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| Here, have my face! It's been quite a long time since you last saw it~ |
Oh and there's some things that I hates about the classes. One of them is presentations or maybe they're closer to speeches but anyways. I mean why does every freaking class need to have one? And does someone with a massive stage fright get some way to make them easier for her? Of course not. I remember when I went to talk about my Finnish teacher about my stage fright and if there were were any other way for me to do it since I've had panic attacks in these kinds of situations before. But he just gave me the most disgusting smile I've ever seen and told me to give the speech if I wanted to pass the class... Like seriously? I could have given the speech to him face to face and I don't think it would've made any difference. Well apart from that I wouldn't feel like dying in front of the class of course. But nooooo he decided to be a meanie >->
I also had two nervous breakdowns during these high school years. The first one was caused by some adversities that I had and the second one was simply from a lot of stress. I didn't know what I was going to do after I graduate, I couldn't think I would pass my finals, I didn't enjoy doing anything anymore cause I knew I always had something school related on my to do-list, I didn't have much social life outside my school and when I was at home I just sat in front of my tv or laptop or I just went straight to bed cause I was so tired thanks to my insomnia that I got when I entered high school. But luckily I got over them kinda quick and got myself together and now I'm feeling just fine.
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Not everything is bad about high school tho! I've learned so much during these years and I don't mean the school stuff >'D I don't think I would be this responsible and "grown up" as I am today if I hadn't entered high school. I organize my own things an I know it's only me that is responsible of my own actions. I've become more open towards other people and I'm not afraid of them anymore. I've met so many great people that have helped me to find myself and made me love myself as the way I am. Thanks to these people I can also understand others better and don't judge the book by it's cover anymore.
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| Now I just need to figure out what I'm gonna do with all these school stuff =3= |
Oh and I might change my blogs address soon! I'll keep you updated.
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Wow, sounds like you really didn't enjoy your high school times :/
ReplyDeleteIt's true that they should give people options when giving these presentations. But I also think it's good for the young adults to learn being under pressure. And if you think about it, this may not be the last time you are giving a presentation for a bigger crowd, so it's a good skill to learn when you are still young. And everyone's in the same boat, so many of those who listened to your presentations were probably just as afraid and only thinking about their own upcoming presentations :D
I really didn't take any pressure from high school. I just didn't get why would you study the subjects you were not interested in, so I decided to focus on the subjects I were interested in, and I did pretty well in those. Other subjects didn't matter to me, so I had no problem taking grades like 5-6 from those. That took so much pressure of my high school, and I could even say that HS was probably the most pressure-free time of my life to date. I like to think that life just goes on, so I rarely take unnecessary pressure from anything and I recommend that you don't either.
Btw. you look good in that picture :3, I'd like to see more pics of you.
There were a lot of times I enjoyed but I just kinda wanted to let all the bad things out since it's all over :D But yeah, I can say it isn't going to be the best time of my life like many people say it is.
DeleteWell I understand the pressure thing and I agree with you but it would be great if you could do it in small steps. Like in smaller groups in the beginning and then move on to the bigger ones and finally to the whole class. And I know the listeners didn't care at all but thinking about it still doesn't help one with a massive stage fright :D
It's easy to say that you shouldn't take any unnecessary pressure from anything but I'm not someone who can be so easy-going. I would love to be but that's not my nature. I can handle a few things at a time but when there's plenty of things going on at the same time I just loose it. I somehow still manage to keep everything going but then my mental health and social life suffers from it.
I don't take many pictures of myself D: I don't know, I just don't feel like it but I try at least take some :'D