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I really do suck at blogging regularly, don’t I… But settling down to a new city and school has taken a lot of my energy and time. I’m sorry ;-; But here I am, still alive!

The school has been great. I like the people and especially the atmosphere buuuuut unfortunately I’ve come to the conclusion that this is not what I want to do for my living. It’s fun and everything but I’m not even physically suitable for this kind of a job. I get migraine almost every day ‘cause I have to sit in the same position all day and stare at my screen in a very dim room and my back is killing me since I have scoliosis. I couldn’t possibly think that I would do this for years. I might have found myself a new career but we’ll see how that works~

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My shy nature has given me some issues again. I’ve met some new awesome people but I still somehow get a little uneasy around them. I really thought I was past this, I really did. I thought that I had made some serious progress during the summer but looks like I was wrong.  I don’t know what I should do really.

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Also I’m going to see Seremedy’s last live in Stockholm next Sunday. I’m so looking forward to it *-* I still can’t get my head around the fact that I’m actually going to see them irl, haha. Although, I’m feeling a little blue about the fact that this is the very last gig they’re very going to make together but I know it’ll be spectacular because of that ;w;

Also, can we talk about the fact how freaking hot everyone looks in this pic. Like, seriously. Especially Yohio and JENZiiH. My little heart can’t take this Q-Q